My bad case of Philophobia.

It may seem like a pen work, but it's not, since I have taken a bath everyday and it has not left the premises of my body.

Ever since I experimented on my mom's things in order to create a temporary tattoo, I have written the word Philophobia on my left hand. It's not a pen work okay!?

It's in mirror setting.
I had no idea how to fix that picture... Anyways. Philophobia means: fear of Love.
I have had a bad impression on Love in my relationships. Expecially when I got hurt. So I try my best to avoid having relationships. I mean, I'm a bookworm and all, and I read how love has affected people in beautiful ways! But I'm having a hard time being convinced that my lovestory will end the same... I also have another one near my ankle,

It's in mirror setting too.
It says Pistanthrophobia. Pistanthrophobia means: trust issues due to experience from bad relationships, fear of trusting. Then again, yeah, I'm having a hard time trusting a person who says, "Your eperience with me will be different!" or "Things will be better with me in you life." Yeah.... I'm tired of that shit.

Look, I'm not making this blog just to brag my stupid pen tattoos cuz I'm too scared for the real thing. I'm here to discuss the topic of relationships.
Like me, I do my best not to get tangled up in men's issues, or more likely, their life. But that does not mean you have to force yourself not to fall in love. That's bad. I have learned a great deal of things through my horrible relationships! And these are things that you can apply in life! (how you can't expect men to like girl movies, vice versa.)

I made this blog for the person who recently opened up to me about her fear of being rejected because she has fallen in love with a person who will never see her as a woman. Her teacher. (You're not the only one, babe.) I know that there are soooooo many boundaries and obstacles that are stopping you from the man of your dreams! My professor just made a note about that on facebook, (the same prof who created 'The Uncertainity of Tomorrow' from my Blog 'Casuality and Life'.) But don't let that stop you! You have to tell that person your feelings, or else they'll just keep growing and growing until you pop! Don't let fear stop you like what it did to me.

If you're able to tell that person how you feel, then you'd have a good conversation about how things are supposed to be done. How it may affect your life and what are the probabilities of the relationship you are entering... You might get rejected, yes, but now you are open to why you can't be together.

I know you made fun of my home done tattoos, and I forgive you, (you little sh*t.) that's why I'm dedicating this blog to you. Don't let fear stop you from doing what you want and what you need to do. Use your courage to tell your attraction to that person and allow yourself to look at others with the same eyes you used to look at your crush. :) If not, I can always give you the link or the note of what my professor created in the circumstances why your teacher or professor crush can't be in a relationship with you. just message me!